i’m a little down today, i miss you guys like crazy even though we werent the very closest of friends..i think about it at least once a day. i wish we could have ya’ll back…definitely feel so alone lately. emotionally worn out and abandoned. all my ‘friends’ have left me because i chose to no longer do drugs so i guess im no fun to hang out with anymore. all i have is my boys harold and kody. thank God for them. but i guess i was just meant to be alone or maybe im just on the defensive pushing people away. i dont know, but im not happy. something’s missing..