i’m a little down today, i miss you guys like crazy even though we werent the very closest of friends..i think about it at least once a day. i wish we could have ya’ll back…definitely feel so alone lately. emotionally worn out and abandoned. all my ‘friends’ have left me because i chose to no longer do drugs so i guess im no fun to hang out with anymore. all i have is my boys harold and kody. thank God for them. but i guess i was just meant to be alone or maybe im just on the defensive pushing people away. i dont know, but im not happy. something’s missing..
if i could tell you all the things i thought about you right now, i dont think one thing would be bad. you were always so nice to everyone even if they didnt seem cool enough to other people. you wanted to know them anyway. youre such an inspiration, saving 50 KA’s! thats amazing that you and sam and mason could touch so many lives with the power of God. i am truly proud and blessed that i had the chance to know and grow up with you. youre amazing and i will always remember the kindness you showed me and others even when it wasnt expected. i love you and i will see you again one day. watch over us.
